>> 12 October 2013
When I look back to my 8 years of activism, I can't prevent myself from feeling horrible. I feel that I wasted 8 years of my life for people who doesn't even care about me. I feel that I sacrificed a lot for different groups of people, and still even those who benefited from my sacrifices don't even care about me. I feel that I'm not even appreciated in Peace or Human Rights communies. I feel that terrorists and criminals are honored more than me. I understand that some people appreciate me, but I understand that their words can't make a difference without actions. I don't think I can take this any more.